I like his soft voice. I like how that voice has a miraculous ability to constantly complain about its owner’s life without any trace of whining. I like listening to its taIks about meditation and daily consumption of copious amounts of intoxicants. I like that despite of the complaining, the lips that produce that voice smile more than any person i know and that the smile seems sincere. I like his sad eyes and his curly hair. I think the lack of style in his choice of clothes is nothing short of adorable. And finally, i like to picture him naked in my mind when i study late at night.. like, right now. I can’t help it and i don’t want to, but i also don’t want to hit on him even though i know he has slept with men. I like my idealized version of him and i don’t want to ruin it by getting to know him better.
